We,re  not  who we used to be 

we´re  just two ghosts standing  in the place of you and me

Trying to remember how is feels 

 to have a heartbeat.

Wow!

Its kind of incredible that, after almost  a year i could remember - after trying like 1000 thousand of times-  my pass xD!

Today was a  shitty day but i guess i shouldnt be saying that everything  gone  wrong  because, well, i have my blog back again <3 .="" font="">

Things  have change a lot and moving  on is part  of growing  but still  there are some things that i dont want to,   that i refuse to loose.

 And i hope  i could have them back  again.

I´m still young so, i guess i have a plenty of time....

 P.- Im still  alive xD
P2,-What did happen to us?

Happy birthday darling!

Fuck! another year has gone away! and we  still the same  8)  and i like it.

To be honest  and like the past  year i dont know what  to  say,  cuz  we always talk to  each other  whatever   we  feel  happy,  sad, worried,
 or  just  because  we wanted to LoL.

I like   our friendship  D: it's so  fukcing  stronger and it makes me  happy  'cuz i never though  i'll be   this close to anyone like i am  to you.

We  are the opposite to  each other  but i guess   that's  what  makes us  stick togehter.

 Don't you remember? We    the Ying and the Yang 8D You're amy uke  and i'm your seme 8D

And i don't  feel like  writting  in spanish - even it is  your birthday-   'cuz  you know  i always  feel   more comfortable this way. it's like
i can express my self  better  you know what  i mean XD.


anyways!   every year this post   became  shorter that  the past one.

xD I  would  like too see  how  this is  gonna  be in a few years   beause i'm not planing on letting you go  so easily girl~

I love  so much and i just  wish you  the best D:  - cuz  you  already have  enoguh  with  your bad luck (?) -    ahaha just kidding~

i want   you so i can steal  you~  * le baila* ok no xD <33 p="">
 HAPPY  BIRTHDAY  BABY!

overwhelming feelings

 Pss  Fuck yeah.

Lots of things  have been in my mind lately  and i just don't know  how to get rid of them.

I lied  to my friends.

I lied to my  family.

I lied to myself.

Things are going crazy and  i  just being there watching silently 

Ahhh.

  It's so complicated, but i likte  rough so i can   handle it.

So many people  have been making me  feel like  shit and  most of them have disappointed me  and iknow  they will keep  doing it. 

The funny thing is  that i still belive  in them  and   i feel  so stupid when the  reality hits me  and  i realize that they are only playing with me.

It hurts.

It hurts a lot.

&

I want to  get  rid of all that  i feel  inside  and  i reached this point  where nothing is enough.

Doesn't matter if i cry.

Doesn't matter if i shout.

Doesn't matter anything.

I'll go to sleep  early so maybe  tomorrow i wont be feeling like pop.

cya.