19/7/12

overwhelming feelings

 Pss  Fuck yeah.


Lots of things  have been in my mind lately  and i just don't know  how to get rid of them.

I lied  to my friends.

I lied to my  family.

I lied to myself.

Things are going crazy and  i  just being there watching silently 

Ahhh.

  It's so complicated, but i likte  rough so i can   handle it.

So many people  have been making me  feel like  shit and  most of them have disappointed me  and iknow  they will keep  doing it. 

The funny thing is  that i still belive  in them  and   i feel  so stupid when the  reality hits me  and  i realize that they are only playing with me.


It hurts.

It hurts a lot.

&

I want to  get  rid of all that  i feel  inside  and  i reached this point  where nothing is enough.

Doesn't matter if i cry.

Doesn't matter if i shout.

Doesn't matter anything.

I'll go to sleep  early so maybe  tomorrow i wont be feeling like pop.

cya.





1 comentario:

abysakura dijo...

aawww u__u yo no habia visto esto..so baby, lo primero ke te digo es, lo mas importante, tu sabes ke puedes contar conmigo para lo ke kieras, siempre estaré para ti <3 so, odio ke siempre te hagan sentir así, mandare patadas voladoras para todos akellos ke lo hacen ¬¬ grrrr malditos!! pss ke se creen!! >o<

Sabes ke te Lovee uu, y ke espero haya menos dias de estos, saraghei baby, ok ok no me vasta decírtelo solo en un idioma 8D *hug* se despide tu Mihashis despistada ke te ama <3 *waa un idioma mas* XD ok yaaa jajajajaja