Dunno......

Why do i feel so sad today that i even want to cry? Yeah it's been a while and you know what? i don't really care. I don't know why i'm not in the mood to celebrate christmas D: it sucks. Maybe i'm just tired or mad with the life... to be honest i don't know and that pisses me off because i can't manage it, i can't handle it. Nothing bad had happened to me and i guess i don't have a certain reason to be like am i. I've been having fun with my friends, i've been going out - not as much as i want but who cares- I've been practicing my english - because lately i've been making god fellas from canada, L.A. and wisconsin.- i've been releasing a good song - HIGH HIGH - ok no xD and i've been working in the place that i like .....but i don't feel happy. Right now i'm alone at home instead of been moving my ass at the kermese with the people who have newstands. My life sucks... no... my mood sucks because it changes so quickly that even it surprises me. How a bipolar person am i! 'cuz at this moment i want to dance while i hearing HIGH HIGH but at the same time i'm crying... Yeah this fucking holidays sucks.... i hate them so hard.... but i hope tomorrow will be a better day.