Vacations!

I really need them!

Asahssah the photo D: when i used to be blonde xD LOL i don't know why but i haven't post photos of my brown hair here lol.

Well coming back to the topic ~ yeah, vacations *-* i really need it! because i have been feeling so tired, even i'm sick right now. I have a very very fucking pain who stars in my neck and continue for my chin and half of my face 8D becasuse i'm cool ok no xD.Also my head hurts and i got stomach ache almost every afternoon u,u.

I don't have a secretary because she's taking dance lesson with my uncle in the morning so, i don't like to have to wait for her xD so, i prefer go alone to the newstand.

Maybe tomorrow i'll be in chilpo but who knows!, my mom wants to go there because we're going to talk with the CEO of a caompanie who builts something that we have been looking for a while; and then we'll go with him to EDO, MEX and we will the all the models that they have.

If i think seriously about this, it doesn't looks like vacations but xd anyways, i just hope that all the disconform that i feel now go away and let me in peace.

Well, talking about emo things (?)

I've been talking with fryne about a lot of things that i haven't said to anyone because i don't know how the people is going to react about the topic.

Somethimes after to talk to her, i felt kind of sad and i have self-reproach because she is just a "baby" and i spoke to her about topics that to be honest she never have heard about it, i know that it's incorrect but to be honest at this time i do not really have someone to trust like i used to do.

Of course that i have my girls xD but they have their own problems D: and i don't want to bother them D: ( i haven't realize that when i say " my girls" it's only includes a very very small groups of people that i could count with a hand and even if i do that i still have to much fingers empty)

Anyways! xD i have to go now because i need to do something before to go the newstand D:!

Cya guys!

P.- Lo edito luego LOL!

Memories~

Yeah, Yeah, x D it's been a long time but i swear that it wasn't my fault (?).

Anyways xD i won't say anything about that because it's always the same excuse LOL.

I've been having lot of fun lately so i guess, this month has been one of the hapiest one.

I saw my girls, i drank coffee ( even if can not allowed to do it lol), we've taken pictures and videos so xD yeah, like i said it has been a good month.

I went to the dentist some days ago and he had given me bad news. I mean i always knew that a dental treatment was a expensive but, i never though that i had many problems.

The main fact was that when we went out of there i felt sad, not because i have my mouth like a big mess... i don't how to explain it, i felt sad because i was thinking that i didn't deserve that my granma spend that amount on me.

So i felt like a emo person and i called aby almost crying xD and i don't know why but at the end i couldn't told her anything because her voice sounded so happy and i couldn't be selfish and make her felt sad.

That night i was thinking about my feelings and i realize that since i quit the college i always being afraid to made a mistake. I know that nobody is perfect but when you do something like that even the most stupid thing make you worried.

I'm not stupid 'cuz i know that my grandma was completly shocked and mad with me when i told her that i don't want to be in that school, also i know and i feel like if i was deception her (?) i don't know how to say it, but still now it's been difficult to me and i know and i sure that it's going to have to pass to much time to stop that guilty feeling that is always follow me.

;A; dah! now i don't want to go to the newstand but i have to, because i can't take that kind of luxuries like my uncle used to said lol.

Love u guys 8D

Oh Tell me goodbye~ Tell me goodbye~

P.- I don't know if i got the meaning of the video wrong but i guess i died there (?) LOL