Memories~

Yeah, Yeah, x D it's been a long time but i swear that it wasn't my fault (?).

Anyways xD i won't say anything about that because it's always the same excuse LOL.

I've been having lot of fun lately so i guess, this month has been one of the hapiest one.

I saw my girls, i drank coffee ( even if can not allowed to do it lol), we've taken pictures and videos so xD yeah, like i said it has been a good month.

I went to the dentist some days ago and he had given me bad news. I mean i always knew that a dental treatment was a expensive but, i never though that i had many problems.

The main fact was that when we went out of there i felt sad, not because i have my mouth like a big mess... i don't how to explain it, i felt sad because i was thinking that i didn't deserve that my granma spend that amount on me.

So i felt like a emo person and i called aby almost crying xD and i don't know why but at the end i couldn't told her anything because her voice sounded so happy and i couldn't be selfish and make her felt sad.

That night i was thinking about my feelings and i realize that since i quit the college i always being afraid to made a mistake. I know that nobody is perfect but when you do something like that even the most stupid thing make you worried.

I'm not stupid 'cuz i know that my grandma was completly shocked and mad with me when i told her that i don't want to be in that school, also i know and i feel like if i was deception her (?) i don't know how to say it, but still now it's been difficult to me and i know and i sure that it's going to have to pass to much time to stop that guilty feeling that is always follow me.

;A; dah! now i don't want to go to the newstand but i have to, because i can't take that kind of luxuries like my uncle used to said lol.

Love u guys 8D

Oh Tell me goodbye~ Tell me goodbye~

P.- I don't know if i got the meaning of the video wrong but i guess i died there (?) LOL

Are you close to one particular member of your family?...

LOL my face!

That was one of my teacher's question.

Here it's my answer.

Since i had memorie the closets person to me is my grandma.

I'm always been living in her house so, while i've been growing up we formed a close bond.

Since i was a child she always nudged me to do everything that i want. We can totally trust in the each other, in less words we have a good relationship.

Sometimes we got peev for stupids things, (like who was the one that left the floor of the bathroom wet or who didn't turn off the lights of the ladder) but after a few minutes everything comes back to normal.

I really love her too much and i really want to take care of her as the same way as she did when i was a child.

Right now we are passing by a difficult situation, something that it hurts too much but that is no impossible to stand it.

Let's do it together mom~

i know that we have the enough courage to overcome this.

AbeHashi Talk~

'cuz you know me so well that you can realize

how am i just hearing my voice.

'cuz you make me laugh no matter what

and im always enjoying talk to you~

'cuz you know how do i look with black hair LOOL

and because you know every part of me,

only for that,

I'll always love you..