Memories~

Yeah, Yeah, x D it's been a long time but i swear that it wasn't my fault (?).

Anyways xD i won't say anything about that because it's always the same excuse LOL.

I've been having lot of fun lately so i guess, this month has been one of the hapiest one.

I saw my girls, i drank coffee ( even if can not allowed to do it lol), we've taken pictures and videos so xD yeah, like i said it has been a good month.

I went to the dentist some days ago and he had given me bad news. I mean i always knew that a dental treatment was a expensive but, i never though that i had many problems.

The main fact was that when we went out of there i felt sad, not because i have my mouth like a big mess... i don't how to explain it, i felt sad because i was thinking that i didn't deserve that my granma spend that amount on me.

So i felt like a emo person and i called aby almost crying xD and i don't know why but at the end i couldn't told her anything because her voice sounded so happy and i couldn't be selfish and make her felt sad.

That night i was thinking about my feelings and i realize that since i quit the college i always being afraid to made a mistake. I know that nobody is perfect but when you do something like that even the most stupid thing make you worried.

I'm not stupid 'cuz i know that my grandma was completly shocked and mad with me when i told her that i don't want to be in that school, also i know and i feel like if i was deception her (?) i don't know how to say it, but still now it's been difficult to me and i know and i sure that it's going to have to pass to much time to stop that guilty feeling that is always follow me.

;A; dah! now i don't want to go to the newstand but i have to, because i can't take that kind of luxuries like my uncle used to said lol.

Love u guys 8D

Oh Tell me goodbye~ Tell me goodbye~

P.- I don't know if i got the meaning of the video wrong but i guess i died there (?) LOL